“Sister Wives”' Robyn Brown Cries Moving Out of Home That Was 'Last Place We Were All' a Family

Kody Brown and his wife Robyn person officially moved retired of their Arizona location — and nan mates are reflecting connected nan bully and bad memories they shared successful nan location pinch nan remainder of their family.

During a caller section of Sister Wives on Oct. 19, nan Brown family could beryllium seen paying 1 past sojourn to their Flagstaff, Ariz., location — which served arsenic nan backdrop for galore scenes passim nan TLC bid — truthful that they tin move into a bigger abode connected nan different broadside of nan city.

After stepping done nan quiet home, Kody, Robyn and their 5 children gathered successful nan surviving room to opportunity a dream earlier stepping retired nan doors.

In a confessional, Robyn originates to tear up speaking astir nan waste of their location — and shared that she held her ain individual goodbye earlier leaving nan building pinch her family.

"I benignant of did my ain goodbye by myself because it's 1 of nan past places that we were each location arsenic a family," she shared, referring to nan life she and Kody spent location earlier his divided from erstwhile wives Christine, Meri and Janelle.

In different confessional, Kody besides said astir his ain emotions arsenic they moved out, and expressed "remorse" for everything that happened location pinch his erstwhile wives and 18 full children.

"I'm conscionable shaking disconnected nan the remorse," he said. "Just shaking it off, shaking disconnected each Christmas, each holiday, each birthday, everything.

"It feels for illustration this benignant of poison successful maine each nan time, conscionable this nonaccomplishment of this," Kody continued, earlier opening up astir their caller house.

"I'm for illustration going, 'No, let's get complete there," he continued of nan caller house. "We're yet going to get Thanksgiving and a Christmas wherever I'm not poisoned by nan representation of nan past ruining my present."

Speaking to his kids backmost successful nan house, he shared that he wasn't emotion "sad" astir nan move.

"I'm conscionable tired and I'm not sad, but I americium benignant of affectional astir waving [goodbye]," he shared.

PEOPLE antecedently reported connected Kody and Robyn listing nan Flagstaff location for $1.7 million in August 2024. According to spot records, they first purchased nan location successful 2019 for $890,000, and ended up trading it for $1.8 cardinal successful November 2024. 

Elsewhere successful nan episode, Kody acknowledged nan family's erstwhile spot successful Coyote Pass — a portion of onshore that was plagued by years of drama after his 3 divorces.

"I thrust by Christine's aged location each azygous day," he shared while speaking pinch his brother. "I thrust past Coyote Pass each azygous day."

They first purchased nan spot successful 2018 aft moving to Arizona, and it was initially intended to beryllium a ample family compound for Kody, his 4 wives and each of their kids. Before their plural matrimony fell isolated successful nan years since then, nan group’s scheme for Coyote Pass was to build respective homes location truthful their families could each unrecorded adjacent to each other.

"This location is nan past memories of our family during fundamentally nan breakup — our past Christmas together, our past Thanksgiving together is each here," he added of his and Robyn's home. "And nan bitterness was already opening then.

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"I do not miss nan play aliases benignant of that insecurity," he added.

During past week's Sister Wives episode, Kody opened up astir immoderate of nan bad experiences he had successful nan house.

“This location had a bid of sad events. First of all, I started breaking up pinch my family. I get Covid. Christine leaves,” he said of his first woman to exit nan polygamous marriage in November 2021. 

"And then, this is wherever I sewage nan news of Garrison’s passing," he said, recalling nan tragic news of his and Janelle’s boy Garrison Brown dying by suicide in March 2024.

"This spot has symptom successful it," he added.

Sister Wives airs Sundays astatine 10 p.m. ET connected TLC.